You can approach a green light and there can still be traffic. Sometimes it takes a minute for things to get going even if your path shines green. You could have the go ahead for miles and you could still move at a glacial pace. It doesn’t mean you’re not going somewhere, it doesn’t mean you won’t get there, be patient with the flow of … Continue reading The green light

An orb will always be an orb, and no matter how hard you try, you’ll never flatten it out. Craters will always be valleys, they will never rise to plateaus. Some things are as certain as the sun setting in the west and a monsoon season in summer. You can tamper all you’d like, but what will be will find a way, in spite. So … Continue reading All the queen’s roses

Perhaps we only experience a moment once, but we live it many times. The surreal feeling that what I’m seeing through my eyes right now I will watch again at some indeterminate point in the future. Eerie and wonderful and heart wrenching. To be tucked in tightly to the normalcy of this moment and yet feel a far gone nostalgia that is not entirely mine, … Continue reading unoriginal moments

So many people it takes to make a person. One to grow it, two for its makeup. But a lifetime of active contributors will follow. They foster us, guide us, and give up pieces of themselves. In the end, what a person becomes far exceeds what two people designed. We are a patchwork of all the people around us who save our skin by grafting … Continue reading The makeup of man

I’ve come to believe that there is no fracturing happiness. Moments of tragedy aren’t a collection of fissures that shatter an unbroken plane of contentment. If happiness is a line, it’s a crooked one. It bends and warps around knots and nicks in the surface of our lives. It doesn’t end, it’s never disrupted, only redirected. A comet came and it killed the dinosaurs. But … Continue reading Redirected energy

Your gilded mask wears heavy on your face, but you’re careful not to let it slip. Your predatory eyes peer through and they stir the unease in my belly. When the light shines just right, I see the scar tissue that festers beneath. One lashing look at the turmoil that requires your covering. You’re careful how you waltz along the shadows, you know how to … Continue reading The truth is but a bitter wine

In moments of unadulterated life, I buckle. I gasp, I exclaim, I clutch something close. I don’t act. And this, more than anything, has defined my life. Against the looming, grand hopes, I dug into where I was standing. I shied away from the beckoning light. It’s taken me decades to fulfill what I’ve proven to be easy and accessible to me. And it just … Continue reading A toe dipped

What will it take for me to lie my tattered body across the mother ground and tell it to do with me what it will? When will I lean in completely to the gravity around me and ask it to ferry me forward, just so? My strings were cut quite a long time ago, I am ready to act out the course of my life … Continue reading I wonder

I was so used to taking life at a docile pace. I saw pretty things along the path and I filed them away. I always meant to go back. I said someday I would do it. It was only once I realized that I’d been casually meandering in the wrong direction that it occurred to me to run. Run as fast as I could towards … Continue reading Yours for the taking

Under every disciplinary lash out towards a subject lies a personal insecurity on the part of the superior. Perhaps we think we’re reprimanding them for not fulfilling their duties, but perhaps they’re simply not playing the role we cast them in. Maybe we’re dissatisfied with their response to something, but maybe that’s only because they’re validating concerns we had about our own judgement calls. To … Continue reading Graceless